Inside vs. Outside Attention
Attention from the Inside and from the Outside
I notice that there are at least two distinct ways of directing attention to the body: One seems to “come from inside,” and the other, “from outside.” As if attention moved along different axes — one as if it traveled through the body from within, and the other as if it moved around the body from without, yet both reaching the same point.
"From inside":
attention is oriented through an activity in the throat region, moving from its
interior and proceeding inward toward the part of the body on which it focuses.
This subtle inner posture seems to be more closely related to emotions
(see emotion and attention).
"From outside": the movement in the throat seems first to ascend toward the eyes — which tense slightly — and, in this way, attention projects outward, then turning back toward the part of the body to which it is directed. In this configuration, perception tends to concentrate more on the surface of the skin. In addition, I notice that during inhalation, the air seems to sensitize a slightly deeper region of the nostril, though still close to its lower edge. The respiratory sensations associated with attentional movements in different directions are also perceived in this area, but more subtly than when they occur at the very borders of the nostrils. However, this movement perceived in the throat does not necessarily have to be directed toward the eyes or involve any tension in them; at times, it seems to orient itself toward the nose or another region, as if attention were “emerging” through a specific point of the body before turning again toward some part of it from the outside. Furthermore, depending on the point through which attention “emerges,” the sensations perceived during inhalation tend to manifest in different areas.
When I am in
this subtle inner posture oriented toward the “outside,” I notice that even in
the presence of emotional stimuli, emotions do not arise easily. It is as if
this posture reduced the intensity and duration of my emotional reaction, seemingly
preventing the throat region from helping to trigger its internal responses. At times, it feels as though the emotional response tries to emerge but then dissipates, as if it cannot find the proper path through which to unfold. In this condition, I experience greater emotional stability.
Speculation:
perhaps this difference relates to the activation of distinct bodily layers —
deeper (internal, visceral) and more superficial (external, cutaneous) —
perhaps engaging the visceral and deep fasciae in the first case, and the superficial ones in the second.
I will continue
exploring these two ways of directing attention to the body, in order to
gradually refine this description.
Check out these posts to understand the phenomenological approach used in providing these descriptions of experience: 1) What is Phenomenology; 2) Naturalization of Phenomenology; 3) Micro-Phenomenology; 4) Intersubjective Validation; 5) Embodied Cognition; 6) 4E
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